• be donbale matlabe ghabli hala fkr mikonam amadegie in ra dashte basham dastane zendegiam ra az haman dorane besiyar por darde koodakaneam k zire daste eddei zano mard ragham khord ra barayetan be guneii beguyam ke ta donya donya anhaii ke matalebam ramikhunand dige havase ijade in chenin mogheiyati ra vase farzandane delbandeshan nadashte bashand man slahaye sal be karrat khateram ra be reshte ghalm avardam ama hargez ghodrate in ra nadashtam ke be nashr brizam va hastand afrade besiyari k sharike kahterate man k kolli az senneshun gozashte va aksaran shayad aknun ke inja neshasteam va mashghule neveshtan hastam kheilihashan ya kheili piro fartut shodand ya mordand va az zabane fardi shenidam ke migoft khaterate khod ra k nazde man bude be reshte tahrir avarde amma nemikhad nashresh bed fealn in zan dar zendegie man va kheili kasane digar az koochako bozorg naghsh afarinihaye besiyari dashte k bishtaresh sudmand vali bishtersh ham baese tahghir shodaneshun shode .

ba sedaye boland surude melli keshvar ra dar k joze barnameh sobgahi ya ruzane mab bud ra be hamrahe zani sepid mui laghar andam va besiyar keshide k an zamanha barfe pirie ruzegar tamaime vojudashra mastur kardeh bud vali hamchenan chehrehi mehrban dasht ra bargozr kardim in zankheili mehrban bud cheshmani abi va goad rafteh dasht enghadr laghar andam bud ke be rahati mishod ragha vauroghe aksare ghesmathaye badanash ra be rahati did vaghean jalebe man dar an zaman chizi hodude 2-3sal dashtam vali in forme badan hanuz hamchenan dar zehne man jaye khodeshan ra mahfuz dashtan shayad be in dalil bud ke in zan kheili mehrban bud va bad ishan man mehrbani bi gharaz o manzur hargez nadideh budam ke andarune zehnam chehrash ra mesle 1hafeze compiuterhaye emruzi mahfuz negah dashte in gofte mishod in zan az aghvame khandane saltanati budeh astaz kodameshan ra khodam khub nemidanam valifkr mikonam shahbanu malakeh akhare pishaz enghelab kolli az ishan baes shod k kami hashiye parakani konamba pozesh vali lazem bud chon in zan arzeshesho dare bishtar az inha darbareash khoshsokhani konamin zan namash khanum afsari bud yani ma be in nam ishan ra mishenakhtim ishan kheili paibande uosule akhlaghi va adabo moasherati bdudand ishan hargez ezdevaji nadashteand vama shenideh budim kheili mara dust darad o brasti chenin bud ta zamani ke kheili ham dorehash baraye man kootah modat bud va ma nazde ishan tahte sarparasti budim az ashamidaniha va ghazahaye mofidi bahrehmand budim vali meghdare an be vasete ehsase sirnashodan dar dele koochakam kam midunestim gahi pish miamad k jorate in ra dashtim k dobareh taghazaye ghaz bokonim ama bishtare oghat sir az sare sofreh bolandeman nmikardand vali ma anghadr mojaz nabudim chehreh motarezane b khod neshan dahim mibayesti bi saro seda az salone ghaza khori birun miamadim vali az farte sir nashodan bishtare oghat dar zehneman be ghazaha miandishidim vali ba tamain in moazalat jaii besiyar amn va delneshin vaziba zendegi mikardim fazaye zistieman anghadrha bozorg nabud amma teade ma ham anghadr ziad nabud ke miyane 1digar gom shavimsheklo shamayele mahale zendegie man be din shekl bud chand sakhtemane ajorie  besiyar tamiz ke fkr mikonam albate shyad barasase fekro tasavore ghadimam k bekham hala bayanesh konam kolli fargh ba vagheiyat dashte bashand amma mikham az tassavoratam estefade konam ta betavanam sheklo shamayelle zistgahe besiyar koodakaneam ra be tasvire khandadeane mohtarme in site enteghal bedamare migoftam mohitii ke man dar an khatrate avaliye zendegiam shekl greft mohiti vaghena jazzab bud daraye derakhtane kaje besiyar bolandi bud kvasate mohavatekoochake man hatta dar faslhaye garm ham enghadr roshanii dar mohavatteh nadashtim zira in derakhtane kaj tori gharar dashtand k engar be khatere ma manea tabeshe mostaghime khorshid bar saruruye ma beshavand zira teadadeshananghadr nabud vali tasireshan besiyar derkhtane dige mesle chenar hamdashtim ke modam ba vazeshe badhaye salane mara az vojude khod ba khabar mikardan va enghadr ziba ba jahate bad jabe ja mishodand ke guii mikhahand sai konan k ma hamishe tekkan khordaneshan ra dar yadha dashte bashimm guii in tabiate kajo chenhaye sar befalak keshideh az ayandeye por ranje ma agahi kamel dashtand va deleshan mikhast ta pisheshan hastim dele maro shad namayan dakhele mohavateh bazieman hamja asfalthaye ghiri bud ke dar bishtare noghate donya mamul hastan forme hendesie shabanruzi az didgahe koodakane man formi na monazam dasht vali jamojuur o  daryerehii shekl dare vuroodi khrujie shabanruzi dare besiyar bozorgi bud ke vase baz shodan do gheteh bud ke 1kishh jahate vrude mashinhaii mesle mashinahaye be shekle mosaferati bud ke betore daem amado raft mikardando karmandan ra jabe ja mikardand va ghetei digar jahate estefadehye rafto amadhaye mamuli bud